Daily Lessons

Daily Lessons

Everything in life poses a lesson, even the good things right along with the bad.  Having an open mind makes all the difference on what lessons we learn from those experiences.

I can go through my life and tell you good things I’ve learned, and also how I was really stupid at other things.  I wish I always chose the right choices, learned the right things, and made the right decisions, but most often it was the mistakes that taught me the greatest lessons.  I don’t regret my mistakes… only perhaps the lessons I might have missed along the way.

What are my lessons now?  What are my struggles today and what can I learn from them?  Again, life poses many struggles for me, but right now the consuming ones would be how to get through the day after losing the friendship of someone I loved very much, how to love the new friends in my life, and how to live in the moment – and to let that be enough.

I can’t change my past.  I can’t make someone love me that doesn’t, or hate someone I love.  I can’t control what tomorrow holds.  All I can do is live the best I know how in this moment, in this day, in this time.  Tomorrow isn’t guaranteed. I’ve died twice, and I can’t help but think I’ve lived for a purpose.  Have I already fulfilled that purpose?  I don’t know and I honestly don’t care.  The purpose will fulfill itself.

In living today… for today… I’ve become very picky about the people I let into my life.  Dating is complicated. I hope with every date, but have learned to let that hope leave as quickly with those dates when my princes turn out to be frogs.  I’ll find my prince someday, but until then I’m determined to remain content in being alone.   Yeah, it’s lonely, especially when I’m cold, or scared, or excited and want to share that excitement, but I’m not without love or friends… or lessons to be learned.

I find out later this month if I’m going to be able to move forward, or if I need to jump into the trenches to take a step back.  Until then, I can’t thank God enough for the love, support, and distraction that my Destiny clan, no my Destiny family, has provided for me.  I have made some connections that I know will be lifelong family, and I have made some friends that I hope will always be there.  Who knows… Destiny may even lead me to the love that has evaded me for so long.  In that world… I am KV Kvothe, beautiful, sexy, and a greatly loved goddess.  My clan and my friends never fail to make me feel wanted and appreciated.  I’m not the best gamer, but I hope I’m the best goddess they know.

What are my lessons during this time?  Persistence.  Stubborness.  Strategy. Loyalty.  Clans.  Leaders. Romantic gestures. Friends.  Determination. Letting go.  Breathing. Losing a muse, a god, a hope, a fantasy, a love.  … that life is meant to be lived in the moment, to still love the world even when it doesn’t love you back.

Till next time,

~KV Kvothe

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